It is about 1 am and the only thing I think of is what I dislike about myself and my ex boyfriend who i still have a thing with. My mother, sister and possibly my friends think i shouldn't even be talking to him because he cheated. I believe he changed. I still love him and he loves me. But also, since he cheated on me I have many more insercuties and I hate myself. How my face isn't perfect and I don't fit into a size 3 pair of jeans. I hate my laugh. My voice. How boring I am. How I have so many issuse. It has lead me to believe that it is obvious why he cheated. I'm not perfect. I'm not good enough. I deserve this pain.
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